aim for the highest, and watch out for that rock!?!?!

It's better to aim for the stars and hit a tree, then to aim for a tree and hit a rock!!!

I know that I am one among many when I say that I always have doubts when it comes to myself!!!

So ponder it, and try a whole new way of thinking . If you make a goal, that is so out of reach, that everyone around you is rolling their eyes and calling mental institutions, than maybe...just maybe they won't be able to pull you down far enough for you to need a crash helmet.

Cause really, the ones that seem to pull you down the furthest are the ones that care for you the most. Not out of hatred or jealousy, but love, because they are afraid that if you do hit that rock, you will be sad, and to them this is unbearable.

So make them think your crazy, insane or high as long as one day they can laugh with you about your brilliant idea, instead of comforting you and your bleeding head!!!

Take care
-Sophie :)

15 days, 16 hours, 9 minutes and 23...22...21 seconds

Thats how long I have until year 12 starts, and I am dreading it. And not just because I am afraid that it will be hard and that I might fail and screw-up my life and disappoint my parents etc... in fact that bit doesn't really scare me at all not compared to the idea of finishing school.

For the past 12 years of my life, 200 days out of the year I have woken up and gone to school to follow a 7 hour timetable. I never have had to think because I was already being told what to do with my life. I'm afraid that when I finish school, I will take a Gap Year (no way I'm going straight to tertiary education...i need a break) and go insane with nothing to do...it's sad I know...I need a life lmao!!!

anyway, this blog will be my thought blog, for the next year...hopefully I'll make it through

thanks for reading...it means a lot

take care

xoxoxo

-Sophie